Today~^^

Today~
My birthday~^^
Its my happiest day in this life!!!
I very happy today!
I get about RM350 today!
1.)My grandma
-50
2.)My brother
-50
3.)Loong
-200
-50(reload for me)
And i wanna thanks everyone who wish me..
Thanks a lot!!
Because of you all..
I have a most happy birthday..
Anyway..
Thanks..^^

Although I'm happy with this..
but..
i still can't find my real SMILE~

My mood...

Ermm..
my mood?
who know??

Ya..
maybe just my best friends know about it..
But..
not really all my friends know about it..
why my life so pity?

whatever..
i wanna share my feelings now..
this few day,i think clearly about..
Am i really useful to everyone,my friends and the world?
now..finally i got the answer..
my answer "NO'
i am not exactly useful..
but i am useless!!
i just like a rubbish for this world..
i am done nothing good for this world..
like a rubbish..after using just can throw away..
Am i?
I think exactly i am..
Why the god wanna fool me like that?
i done anything worng?
or else i had kill someone?
Why you must treat me like that?

Haiz..

Haiz..
what a poor day..
my evil days just start..
at home nothing let me do..
sienz sei me loh~

Everyday wake up..
just play computer,eat,sleep..
those are my life during holidays..

Haiz..anything can let me do?
oh...
God bless me..~_~